Hagrid · 4 days ago

I've been kinda "high strung" for most of my life.
From about the ages of 2-5 years old, I'd pass...

RainbowApocalypse · 4 days ago

I wanted someplace new. Someplace where no one knows me, and where I would'nt be recognized. But where online journals/diaries are concerned, the actually good choices of places to write are limited.
This is new. I'd never heard of KindMind until today. I don't know if this will be the place I u...

Hagrid · 11 days ago

My wife and I drive a little Honda that's almost 15 years old with 185,000 miles, and it's really...

SidTheKid · 15 days ago

I don't know what I should do sometimes with myself or with D.
Sometimes they seem okay and other times they don't.
Am I supposed to be with them...?

motherearth99 · 17 days ago

I ate some delicious and healthy food today at school. (poké bowl & protein smoothie).
I saw my ...

SidTheKid · 18 days ago

I miss Sid...

Hagrid · 23 days ago

Today I'm thankful for:
My cat, Georgie. She's a good cat.
My neighbor, J. I got to say, I have b...

SidTheKid · about 2 months ago

Hello KindMind,
Here I am again. Angry, sad, resentful, disappointed, and upset. I put my faith, yet again, into someone who I thought would pull through, grow with me, and hold a healthy companionship with. I don't know why I am this way. Well, I actually do know and I know it stems from my upbr...

dissociating. · about 2 months ago

i feel removed from myself. so much i want to hide from. paralyzed by it. dissolving, trying to. ...

Hagrid · 2 months ago

I had a dream last night that Blake and I were being chased by some crazed mad man. I can't really remember much else beyond that. I dream about Blake a lot. Now he's in a mental institution living a starkly different life than me. Life's a trip.

Hagrid · 2 months ago

Today was a good day.
I got up at 6:34am. Drove to work with L, got a work out in, and headed up ...

motherearth99 · 2 months ago

I had an exam today for my morning class and have an midterm soon for my afternoon class. I'm also finishing my paper for the afternoon class and I wasn't able to get certain accomdations for that course. I attended a German Club function & it was good.

Hagrid · 2 months ago

Thoughts that trip me out.
There will be, with almost 100% certainty, a "last" human being in the...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

I was listing to O.A.R. today at my work computer when "Home" came on, one of their best songs. I haven't listened to them in years, mostly when I was in my late teens. I was surfing every day, often between classes. Just me, my music, surfboard, and truck. 'Home" came on and I was instantly brou...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I'm wondering if there's someone out there who will treat me kindly, and not make me cry a...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

Today wife and I decided that we'd head into town for a long-overdue date night. She had tickets given to her through work to a soccer game at the stadium. We'd get dinner and head to the game.
Backstory: I hate sporting events. I don't particularly like soccer, and being in crowds stresses me ou...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

Posting in my "Memories" journal.
I was about 8 years old, it was the early 90s, and I was at som...

randomaccount · 3 months ago

Today was my Second day of classes. I'm currently listening to some music while writing this journal. I'm not to certain why I decided all the sudden to be reflective.

I've got to finish so much random tasks and, pardon my french, bullshit. If I had a morsel of energy to sigh internally, I prob...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I can't seem to do anything right.
I hate myself

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I recently:
Started my 2 horticulture classes
Applied for a paid, on-campus, horticulture internship
Applying for numerous scholarships to fund my education

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Lately, I've been finding myself crying a lot...
I don't like it.
But I don't know how else to ex...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

What does it truly mean to feel gratitude towards something...?
Do you have to like it? Love it? Appreciate it? Make room for it in your heart?
What if it just amounts to a basic need, like having a roof over your head or having fresh, drinking water?
Is that even enough to specify as a "gratitud...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

As I wrote about a few weeks ago, I got bit by my brother-in-law's family dog right on the nose. ...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Maybe I'm not ready to be in a relationship...
Maybe I was never meant to have a lifelong companion...
I micromanage too much and I hate that about myself.
I just want to nurture and be appreciated for my kindness.
But my kindness can show in such an ugly way.
I am my father's child and it makes ...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I'm grateful to have a roof over my head.
Food on the table.
Clean clothes.
A dog to cuddle.
A lo...