SidTheKid · about 19 hours ago

I don't know what I should do sometimes with myself or with D.
Sometimes they seem okay and other...

motherearth99 · 2 days ago

I ate some delicious and healthy food today at school. (poké bowl & protein smoothie).
I saw my friend Zoe for a few minutes at my school today.

SidTheKid · 4 days ago

I miss Sid...

Hagrid · 9 days ago

Today I'm thankful for:
My cat, Georgie. She's a good cat.
My neighbor, J. I got to say, I have been really pissed off at J lately for building his greenhouse and blocking our view. But I'm trying to look at it a different way. He's a chill dude, hasn't been a dick, is just trying to live his bes...

SidTheKid · about 1 month ago

Hello KindMind,
Here I am again. Angry, sad, resentful, disappointed, and upset. I put my faith, ...

dissociating. · about 1 month ago

i feel removed from myself. so much i want to hide from. paralyzed by it. dissolving, trying to. constantly trying to.

Hagrid · about 2 months ago

I had a dream last night that Blake and I were being chased by some crazed mad man. I can't reall...

Hagrid · about 2 months ago

Today was a good day.
I got up at 6:34am. Drove to work with L, got a work out in, and headed up to 22. Wrote some sweet code today. Had lunch with the wife. Headed home, talked to my best friend on the phone for a solid 30 minutes. Hung out with the cat.
Speaking of the cat, funny story. We wer...

motherearth99 · about 2 months ago

I had an exam today for my morning class and have an midterm soon for my afternoon class. I'm al...

Hagrid · 2 months ago

Thoughts that trip me out.
There will be, with almost 100% certainty, a "last" human being in the universe at some point in the future. That person will be a living, breathing, conscious being same as I am now. They will experience a reality that is, in all likelihood, horrifying. They will be th...

Hagrid · 2 months ago

I was listing to O.A.R. today at my work computer when "Home" came on, one of their best songs. I...

SidTheKid · 2 months ago

I'm...
I'm wondering if there's someone out there who will treat me kindly, and not make me cry and stress the way that I do.
I'm doing everything in my power to help this person who is mentally ill, but my suggestions are treated like a faux pas or passé. I'm at my wit's end.
I fucking hate myse...

Hagrid · 2 months ago

Today wife and I decided that we'd head into town for a long-overdue date night. She had tickets ...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

Posting in my "Memories" journal.
I was about 8 years old, it was the early 90s, and I was at some second-hand store in Morro Bay. A 1980s style survival knife straight out of the movies and with a big compass in the hilt was lying in the display case. Ma let me buy it. Boy, that knife was wicked...

randomaccount · 3 months ago

Today was my Second day of classes. I'm currently listening to some music while writing this jour...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I can't seem to do anything right.
I hate myself

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I recently:
Started my 2 horticulture classes
Applied for a paid, on-campus, horticulture interns...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Lately, I've been finding myself crying a lot...
I don't like it.
But I don't know how else to express myself. My sadness. Anger. Frustrations. Stress. Exhaustion. I'm only doing what I've taught myself to do since I was a child. I always found comfort in crying my emotions out. I never resorted ...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

What does it truly mean to feel gratitude towards something...?
Do you have to like it? Love it? ...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

As I wrote about a few weeks ago, I got bit by my brother-in-law's family dog right on the nose. It was close to midnight, I was bleeding all over the place, and I made the snap decision, "We're going to the ER." Didn't have time to think about, "Oh, well, maybe an urgent care will do. Maybe some...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Maybe I'm not ready to be in a relationship...
Maybe I was never meant to have a lifelong compani...

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I'm grateful to have a roof over my head.
Food on the table.
Clean clothes.
A dog to cuddle.
A loving and supportive boyfriend.
Some money.
Good health.

Hagrid · 3 months ago

Saturday. Today L and I got up and headed into town. I dropped her off at her barre studio where ...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

I'm on the tail end of being sick and WFH to keep my team from catching it.
I'm going to reach out to the contractor doing work on our home. The job looks about half way done, but we have some reason to believe the contractor thinks the job is over. So the last few nights, I've been very anxious....

SidTheKid · 3 months ago

I need to remember more often that I need to journal my thoughts instead of projecting them so mu...