Last night around 10pm, I lost my best friend, Sid.
His real name is Obsidian, Sid for short. He's a jet black cat with chocolate brown undetones with green eyes and a sleek face like a panther. He was my little, cuddle buddy and miniature panther with a dog-like personality.
I don't know how, but I lost him... He was cautiously walking around the kitchen during our family dinner and my eyes kept darting around, trying to keep an eye out for him. But...I lost him. I couldn't find him after dinner, dessert, and right before I went to bed. I figured he was wandering around the house, but he never showed up in the middle of the night... Not a single sight or a peep. No one else in the house has seen him at all. Not since our family dinner last night.
I feel like such an irresponsible parent and I'm so ashamed of myself.
Sorry for the self-loathing, but right now I kind of hate myself.