SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Do you ever feel like there's an evil entity lurking in the shadows of your room? Tonight I felt like it took over me at 3am and made me say terrible things to my partner. I don't know if this entity feeds off of the negative vibes and/or channels them, but I wasn't myself and it scares me. Why did I do such a terrible thing...? Was it my own doing, the entity, or was it my innermost feelings surfacing? I don't know... I used to think it had to do with my partner's lack of medication, but maybe it's just me...
Or maybe it is this entity?
My inner demons coming to life...?
I don't know...
Maybe I need to stop drinking a few beers here and there.
Whatever the case is, I don't like it.
I try to sage the room or light some incense, but it just keeps the negative vibes at bay. This house gives me the creeps, especially at night. It's too quiet, dark, eerie, and...off.
...Man, I sound fucking crazy.
Maybe I'm naturally a horrible person.
I just want to disappear...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

It it's any consolation, obtrusive, sometimes weird-as-hell, thoughts (and dreams) like this are, for the most part, totally normal imo. It's the response we have to those little voices ("Wouldn't it be fun to burn the house down tonight?!") that define who we are ("Ok pyro, that's ridiculous."). My wife and I were talking about this a few days ago.We were also listening to a Podcast on a road trip a few years ago that has stuck with me: https://www.npr.org/2015/01/09/375928124/dark-thoughts. Worth a listen.

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