Hagrid · 5 months ago

Today was a good day.
I got up at 6:34am. Drove to work with L, got a work out in, and headed up ...

motherearth99 · 5 months ago

I had an exam today for my morning class and have an midterm soon for my afternoon class. I'm also finishing my paper for the afternoon class and I wasn't able to get certain accomdations for that course. I attended a German Club function & it was good.

Hagrid · 5 months ago

Thoughts that trip me out.
There will be, with almost 100% certainty, a "last" human being in the...

Hagrid · 5 months ago

I was listing to O.A.R. today at my work computer when "Home" came on, one of their best songs. I haven't listened to them in years, mostly when I was in my late teens. I was surfing every day, often between classes. Just me, my music, surfboard, and truck. 'Home" came on and I was instantly brou...

SidTheKid · 5 months ago

I'm...
I'm wondering if there's someone out there who will treat me kindly, and not make me cry a...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

Today wife and I decided that we'd head into town for a long-overdue date night. She had tickets given to her through work to a soccer game at the stadium. We'd get dinner and head to the game.
Backstory: I hate sporting events. I don't particularly like soccer, and being in crowds stresses me ou...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

Posting in my "Memories" journal.
I was about 8 years old, it was the early 90s, and I was at som...

randomaccount · 6 months ago

Today was my Second day of classes. I'm currently listening to some music while writing this journal. I'm not to certain why I decided all the sudden to be reflective.

I've got to finish so much random tasks and, pardon my french, bullshit. If I had a morsel of energy to sigh internally, I prob...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

I can't seem to do anything right.
I hate myself

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

I recently:
Started my 2 horticulture classes
Applied for a paid, on-campus, horticulture internship
Applying for numerous scholarships to fund my education

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

Lately, I've been finding myself crying a lot...
I don't like it.
But I don't know how else to ex...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

What does it truly mean to feel gratitude towards something...?
Do you have to like it? Love it? Appreciate it? Make room for it in your heart?
What if it just amounts to a basic need, like having a roof over your head or having fresh, drinking water?
Is that even enough to specify as a "gratitud...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

As I wrote about a few weeks ago, I got bit by my brother-in-law's family dog right on the nose. ...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

Maybe I'm not ready to be in a relationship...
Maybe I was never meant to have a lifelong companion...
I micromanage too much and I hate that about myself.
I just want to nurture and be appreciated for my kindness.
But my kindness can show in such an ugly way.
I am my father's child and it makes ...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

I'm grateful to have a roof over my head.
Food on the table.
Clean clothes.
A dog to cuddle.
A lo...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

Saturday. Today L and I got up and headed into town. I dropped her off at her barre studio where she taught two classes. While she was teaching, I went to Home Depot and got a bunch of painting supplies. Then we headed home, had lunch, and took a nap.
After lunch, we started getting everything to...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

I'm on the tail end of being sick and WFH to keep my team from catching it.
I'm going to reach ou...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

I need to remember more often that I need to journal my thoughts instead of projecting them so much.
I clearly struggle with trusting people.
Yesterday I experienced a lot of anxiety; I reached out to his mom, because I was annoyed that I paid for his phone replacement. However, nothing was menti...

yellowsunshine · 6 months ago

Today I am working from home. This morning I left to drop off our laundry at the laundromat, and ...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

I asked my wife yesterday morning if she wanted to try a week of sobriety (from alcohol) with me. She was enthusiastic about it so we're doing it.
I like to think we have a pretty healthy relationship with alcohol—usually a glass of wine or beer 4-5 times a week to wind down the day—but I find m...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

My neighbor and I share a large deck together. It's a weird arrangement, I know. The previous own...

yellowsunshine · 7 months ago

Today I'm going to write about something that's on my mind. For once I have something targeted to explore.
I work in a small office, and I have an office-mate. He is a very nice and hardworking guy - a totally pleasant person to share an office with. He is about 35 years older than me. Simply pu...

Hagrid · 7 months ago

I'm in San Francisco for business, and writing that I realize I'm now officially middle aged. Pai...

elwyn · 7 months ago

I am thinking to join a sports club or an organization.. My body is tense and is looking for an outlet.

yellowsunshine · 7 months ago

I didn't write anything yesterday because I was working from home. I love working from home becau...