SidTheKid · 3 months ago

Why do we entrust a partner with all of our demons and feelings? Companionship is great, but I ge...

Hagrid · 3 months ago

We through a Christmas party at our place last night—absolute blast. There were about 25-30 people there. Lots of people we'd never met before.
The party centered around a boat parade that goes by our float. There were about 40 ships total, all decked out in lights.
What else...
Headed to New Orl...

Jaffajam · 4 months ago

Gratitude List
Wake up Gratitudes:
Feeling your breath and your heart beat
Having a roof over you...

Hagrid · 4 months ago

One of my most prized possessions is/was a huge glass carboy that holds about 12 gallons, the kinda you'd see in a home brew setup. But this wasn't just any carboy—this was a Pyrex carboy, the Rolls Royce of carboys. My Ma picked it up at a local antique dealer for $100 and sent it home with me o...

Hagrid · 4 months ago

I've been kinda "high strung" for most of my life.
From about the ages of 2-5 years old, I'd pass...

RainbowApocalypse · 4 months ago

I wanted someplace new. Someplace where no one knows me, and where I would'nt be recognized. But where online journals/diaries are concerned, the actually good choices of places to write are limited.
This is new. I'd never heard of KindMind until today. I don't know if this will be the place I u...

Hagrid · 4 months ago

My wife and I drive a little Honda that's almost 15 years old with 185,000 miles, and it's really...

SidTheKid · 4 months ago

I don't know what I should do sometimes with myself or with D.
Sometimes they seem okay and other times they don't.
Am I supposed to be with them...?

motherearth99 · 4 months ago

I ate some delicious and healthy food today at school. (poké bowl & protein smoothie).
I saw my ...

SidTheKid · 4 months ago

I miss Sid...

Hagrid · 5 months ago

Today I'm thankful for:
My cat, Georgie. She's a good cat.
My neighbor, J. I got to say, I have b...

SidTheKid · 5 months ago

Hello KindMind,
Here I am again. Angry, sad, resentful, disappointed, and upset. I put my faith, yet again, into someone who I thought would pull through, grow with me, and hold a healthy companionship with. I don't know why I am this way. Well, I actually do know and I know it stems from my upbr...

dissociating. · 5 months ago

i feel removed from myself. so much i want to hide from. paralyzed by it. dissolving, trying to. ...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

I had a dream last night that Blake and I were being chased by some crazed mad man. I can't really remember much else beyond that. I dream about Blake a lot. Now he's in a mental institution living a starkly different life than me. Life's a trip.

Hagrid · 6 months ago

Today was a good day.
I got up at 6:34am. Drove to work with L, got a work out in, and headed up ...

motherearth99 · 6 months ago

I had an exam today for my morning class and have an midterm soon for my afternoon class. I'm also finishing my paper for the afternoon class and I wasn't able to get certain accomdations for that course. I attended a German Club function & it was good.

Hagrid · 6 months ago

Thoughts that trip me out.
There will be, with almost 100% certainty, a "last" human being in the...

Hagrid · 6 months ago

I was listing to O.A.R. today at my work computer when "Home" came on, one of their best songs. I haven't listened to them in years, mostly when I was in my late teens. I was surfing every day, often between classes. Just me, my music, surfboard, and truck. 'Home" came on and I was instantly brou...

SidTheKid · 6 months ago

I'm...
I'm wondering if there's someone out there who will treat me kindly, and not make me cry a...

Hagrid · 7 months ago

Today wife and I decided that we'd head into town for a long-overdue date night. She had tickets given to her through work to a soccer game at the stadium. We'd get dinner and head to the game.
Backstory: I hate sporting events. I don't particularly like soccer, and being in crowds stresses me ou...

Hagrid · 7 months ago

Posting in my "Memories" journal.
I was about 8 years old, it was the early 90s, and I was at som...

randomaccount · 7 months ago

Today was my Second day of classes. I'm currently listening to some music while writing this journal. I'm not to certain why I decided all the sudden to be reflective.

I've got to finish so much random tasks and, pardon my french, bullshit. If I had a morsel of energy to sigh internally, I prob...

SidTheKid · 7 months ago

I can't seem to do anything right.
I hate myself

SidTheKid · 7 months ago

I recently:
Started my 2 horticulture classes
Applied for a paid, on-campus, horticulture internship
Applying for numerous scholarships to fund my education

SidTheKid · 7 months ago

Lately, I've been finding myself crying a lot...
I don't like it.
But I don't know how else to ex...