motherearth99 · 9 months ago

Struggles of an introvert.
I'm glad for the few friends I have, but it can be hard to deal with. ...

Anonymous · 10 months ago

At a huge crossroad in my life now. I have to remind myself that every action I take, every choice I make in these next few months will have an exponential effect on my life. I have so much doubt. I don't know if I should be making this career change. I guess I have nothing to really lose. Am I t...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

I'm listening to Incubus.
"The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it. I'm count...

kkashley · 10 months ago

Emotions are a crazy thing – they have the ability to bring up all the feelings that you thought would never exist but also has the power to make you feel absolutely nothing at the same time.
Meeting someone new and being able to connect in a special way is one of the best feelings in the world...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Dreams journal. Lots of dreams last night, and lots of cuddles from Georgie.
I dreamt I was on a ...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Today I want to:
Go for a run to get some exercise in
Sign up for HeadSpace. I'm in a bit of a rut regarding meditation, and I want to strengthen my practice
Unsubscribe from all the toxic subreddits on my phone, keep the positive ones
Fast all day. Nothing enters my body except air, not even wa...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

I've slept like a baby the last two nights. Normally, my cat wakes me up around 3am, meowing and ...

motherearth99 · 10 months ago

Personal commitments.
After going through some things, I had to learn to make personal commitments to avoid getting hurt by toxic people.
Don't force connections if they're not meant to be.
If someone gives out not so good vibes, then avoid them.
No comment or be honest---don't tell people wha...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

I was walking home today and some piece of shit was on the sidewalk aggressively panhandling. Dud...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

The last time I hung out with Blake, I picked him up from the halfway house. This was five years ago. God, how time flies by.
We drove to Los Osos, parked on the side of the road, and started hiking. Blake was a different person than the days of Poly when we'd drive up to Big Sur and spend the we...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Today I'm thankful I got to see my wife so much: in the morning, at lunch, during our walk to her...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Today was good.
I got up at 7am and headed right out the door into the freezing cold and went on a two mile run. Feeling great, I jumped into a 15 minute meditation session. Headed off to work, and things were good there too. Checked out a Toastmasters club at lunch which was fun. There were only...

DesertRose · 10 months ago

I have so much to do. I always do. I feel pressured and pushed. It feels as if I do not have time...

Aurangelo · 10 months ago

Outside some members of my family the people I hold in high regard I can count on one hand so today I told them all I love them giving each one a personal message to tell them that I do love them its such a hard concept for me and while I'd like to think that I am a very open person, as I have a ...

motherearth99 · 10 months ago

School has been keeping me on my toes recently. I have a quiz this Monday so hopefully I'll pass...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Work was good yesterday. I've been meditating before work, and lemme tell you, it's like taking a Vicodin or something. I feel much MUCH more zen throughout the day. I love it. Thinking about signing up for HeadSpace. I've been meditating for about a decade now, and I'm ready to take my practice ...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Friday!
Today I'm thankful for my wife. She's amazing. She's training to become a barre instructo...

Anonymous · 10 months ago

I don't know how I feel about her. I'm mostly over it by now i guess. 5 years is a long time. I still think about her which is fine. I'm used to it. Yet, every once in awhile, those feelings will come back and I can't help but be reminded of the heartbreak. I almost miss being that sad.. The day ...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Memories Journal.

I'm 32 years old, and I have come to the realization that my dreams are very m...

Hagrid · 10 months ago

Dreams Journal:

I had *a lot* of dreams last night.

First one I remember, I was on a walk with my mom. Now, some backstory. My mom is one of my closest friends. I can talk to my Ma just about anything. We totally vibe, we've always gotten along, she means the world to me. So I'm on this walk wi...

motherearth99 · 10 months ago

I went to Target and got a folder for school. I ate lunch at Starbucks before that. I had an ul...

Hagrid · 11 months ago

Earlier this week, I did some meal prep for the entire week: chicken breasts, mango salsa, rice, turnips, and brussel sprouts (terrible combination, btw). Apparently I didn't cook the chicken for long enough, because I spent last night from 12-6am trying not to throw up. Salmonella poisioning. I ...

Hagrid · 11 months ago

Lindz left for New York yesterday morning. I spent the day coding and relaxing. It was nice, but ...

motherearth99 · 11 months ago

I have a wedding to attend tomorrow and one in Sweden this summer. The Swedish wedding is in June and I've been wanting to visit Sweden for years now. I'm pretty excited but a little nervous---I can be socially awkward at times. It's one reason I have a hard time making friends, but that's bes...

Hagrid · 11 months ago

I was at a huge family gathering. It was outside in a wooded setting, lots of picnic tables set a...